I think it’s time.. I think the time has come..
Well today I was told to actually get out there and get a best friend. But how can I when the few best friends I have had, screwed me the fuck over? They were closest to me and they just hurt me.. Or just walked away. I can’t just find some random ass stranger anymore and expect to
Have a best friend.. I can’t.. It’s hard to trust. It really is.. So.. If someone could just make the effort in being my bet friend that would be nice.. Thanks..
Why are you acting like this.. Why are you.. When you’re like this I feel like a fuck tard.. :’( I really do.. I feel like I’m trying to grab a feather thats floating in the wind… And I can’t get it.. Why.. It takes two for a relationship to work.. I feel like your last priority.. I do.. And your excuse is you’ll be with me all weekend.. Jut because you will be doesn’t mean ignore me until then.. It doesn’t.. :’( I feel to clingy.. I seriously do.. :’( and you keep fighting my grip.. Please.. Stop.. Just tell me if you want me to keep fighting to keep hold of you.. Or let go.. Please.. I need to know.. I do.. :( it seems as though me trying to hold on is ruining us.. Like its my fault.. :’( I.. I.. I love you.. I can’t fucking loose you.. I can’t..3
